Alone

Why do I feel like I wanna be left all alone by myself

Look into my mind I find in the rez there ain’t no way to fucking heal

Thinking about it battling patterns guiding the violence

Digging up all the past and that is why I rather be all by my lonesome

Wholesome, negative folks I lost em all

I don't wanna be another reason why my parents

Always telling me I should've done better, the weather's cold

Living in a village where everybody got the liquor

Fully tempted but I’m feeling old

I don't wanna do this anymore

Don't wanna feel like I’m shit

Yeah I don’t wanna drink anymore

Might as well just call it quits

Looking back on these days

Finding where I belong

Changing my ways

Hated what I've become

Trying to see friends but all is see are the wrong things

Honestly, I'd rather drink alone

Looking back on theses days

Finding where I belong

Dead if don't start

Changing my ways

Hated what I've become

Damned if I'm there not

Trying to see friends but all is see are the wrong things

Honestly, I'd rather drink alone

It's about that time

Get some alcohol ‘n it's all mine

Gonna kick it and I'mma just unwind

Here I go again, all up in my mind 

Shit, what happened to me?

I turned into an introvert

Worked on vocabulary, maybe I know how i'll be

Prolly not depends on what I drink

Cuz normally I'd wanna party with people

But  being alone is not something I'm into and damn 

Things change when your mental is kinda fucked up for grown man

I’d rather sit on by lonesome

And think of where It all went bullshit

It's hopeless, the bottle’s the culprit

I know it, how did I lose focus

Looking back on theses days

Finding where I belong

Changing my ways

Hated what I've become

Trying to see friends but all is see are the wrong things

Honestly, I'd rather drink alone

Looking back on theses days

Finding where I belong

Dead if don't start

Changing my ways

Hated what I've become

Damned if I'm there not

Trying to see friends but all is see are the wrong things

Honestly, I'd rather drink alone

Aye, I'm not the same person I was back then

But if I'm sipping

Just know I'd rather drink alone, man

That way I won’t fuck anyone's life but mine

I hope you understand