Tear It Down

It’s Strange, tryna to find my place in all the days that I’ma waste 

Living life like I been out, away, I’m not the same

And now I’m feeling I’m just tryna say I’m not insane

I’m running away from what I made

Aye, yeah, Hold me back

Couple shots I’m outta wack

You won’t see the same person

In one hour and a half

I don’t know how to act,

How many times, been on this track

Losing focus, that I know, cuz I don’t remember none of that!!

Still everyday im full of rage, but i keep it under

Not showing it off, but live it raw, lighting and thunder

Beginning to fall but never lost, call me the winner 

One hundred percent never less

Im blessed but always suffer

A lot of my actions happen cause i am

Drinkin up, i'm never changing everyday

I'm blazin do what i want 

Still be battling

Happiest when i'm with my love, so i need to

Calm down but bring it back up

I know that am strange, i embrace it

And when i'm on the drink i’ma break shit

I waste each day till i have enough

I tear it down

Just to bring it back up

I know that am strange, i embrace it

And when i'm on the drink i’ma break shit

I waste each day till i have enough

I tear it down

Just to bring it back up

So now I’ll make up my moves,

For Too many times I’m idle, silent

I been paying my dues

It’s no Wonder why I’m not that violent,

Just Mindless

I’ll get into another level, Turn it up like I’m an instrumental

Tell them I’m only beginning cuz I wanna rebel

I get anxiety, there's a demon inside me

Falling deeper and desperately

Tryna get out of this depravity

Aiming up but i can't seem

To really live out my dreams

Some days i wanna just scream

Believe in this and proceed

Yeah

Just a couple brothers looking to get outta

Here

With my mentality better, spirit fully Cleared

Until I collapse, relapse then I Disappear.

In the dark, fear is not an option, do you hear?

Cuz for years, im chilling in this same spot, with that same plot, killing lyrics

Thinking, am I dead or not?

Not Alive my thoughts inside, lost in time

Been Creeping in the afterlife wanna know why?

I know that am strange, i embrace it

And when i'm on the drink ima break shit

I waste each day till i have enough

I tear it down

Just to bring it back up

I know that am strange, i embrace it

And when i'm on the drink ima break shit

I waste each day till i have enough

I tear it down

Just to bring it back up